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[01 Sep 2004|02:22pm] |
Christy, I'm grounded...I have no phone or computer or anything...I'll tell you why when I can. I have to go my dad is almost home. I'll try to sneak a call in later to you.
-lauren-
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[20 Aug 2004|11:33am] |
Who made up all the rules?
We follow them like fools.
Believe them to be true,
Don’t care to think them through.
I’m sorry. So sorry.
I’m sorry it’s like this.
I’m sorry. So sorry.
I’m sorry we do this.
And it’s ironic too.
Coz what we tend to do,
Is act on what they say.
And then it is that way.
Who are they?
Where are they?
And how can they possibly,
know all this?
Do you see what I see?
Why do we live like this?
Is it because it’s true,
That ignorance is bliss?
Who are they?
Where are they?
How can they,
Know all this?
And I’m sorry. So sorry.
I’m sorry we do this...
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| I love Christy and Sam. |
[18 Aug 2004|02:04pm] |
I heart Christy. I feel better now that we're ok again. Hahaha we're both stupid.
SAM WHERE ARE YOU????
-Love always and forever-
*~*Lauren*~*
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| I love "The Group" |
[16 Aug 2004|12:26pm] |
I don't know what's going on anymore.
I went to Matts bonfire on Friday, but I ended up leaving after a few hours. I had to be somewhere. I wish that I didn't have to leave though because I would have loved to stay and see everyone who came later. I haven't hung out with them in forever.....I miss them all a lot. Hopefully during this school year, they will start to hang out with me again. I had fun.
Anyway, I'm gonna get started on some lunch and such...I'm gonna meet everyone up at the Bean later on tonight for open mic. That should go well, I'm gonna sing tonight I think.
-Love always-
*~*Lauren*~*
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[10 Aug 2004|12:50pm] |
Oh...and Arshton, where the hell are you? We need to hang out again before school starts. I missssssss you.
And Travis, we need to hangout again before you go away...that will be sad.
-Love always and forever-
*~*Lauren*~*
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[10 Aug 2004|12:43pm] |
Ok...I finally talked things over with P-dog and we are ok again...so my last entry may now be wipped off the record. That was good times. He called me last night to apologize for making me mad...but now everything is all good because I apologized for not talking to him for so long. But then again...everyone did tell me before hand that this would have happend...but I'm glad we actually got through it...my boy v-dizzle is happy because we actually are friends still and it would be hard to be friends with them all if I wasn't cool with him...
Lauren hearts the V-unit posse.
By the way, they are called that because they all have first names or last names that start with a V...except for P-dog...he's just too cool for that.
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| Sam...come home... |
[09 Aug 2004|02:42pm] |
I never thought that someone that someone like you would go ahead and do something so dumb...But I guess I should have known....I was warned to begin with.
On another note, I love Sam and she's on house arrest...I hope she's out soon.
Derek IS FINALLY HOME!!!!
I'm bored...tonight I have a date with Der-bear.
Welp, I'm off to go take a shower and get all spruced up for tonight...good times.
SAM, CALL ME RIGHT WHEN YOU'RE ABLE TO. I MISS YOU WAY HARDCORE!
-Love always-
*~*Lauren*~*
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| YAY FOR THE MALL!!! |
[04 Aug 2004|07:50pm] |
I have an INTERVIEW at PacSun on Friday!!! WOOOHOOOO!!!!
I miss you,
I miss you so bad.
I don't forget you,
Oh it's so sad.
I hope you can hear me,
I remember it clearly.
The day you slipped away,
Was the day I found,
It won't be the same.
I didn't get around to kiss you,
goodbye on the hand.
I wish that I could see you again,
But I know that I can't.
I hope you can hear me.
I remember it clearly.
I keep asking why,
It happened...you passed me by.
Now you're gone,
There you go.
I can't bring you back.
Now your're gone,
There you go.
You're not coming back.
The day you slipped away,
Was the day I found,
I won't be the same.
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| Good times. |
[02 Aug 2004|10:03pm] |
Today Ben came over and he stayed on the computer for 3 FREAKING HOURS!!! It was all good though. Yesturday, Ben, Cody, Rudy, Pat, and myself all grilled and hung out and set all kinds of things on fire...INCLUDING but not limited to: a can of charcoal fluid. It was really funny because they kicked one of the many things we had set on fire, and it set the grass on fire in 6 medium sized and 1 large sized area. Pat put them out with his shirt. Twas funny indeed.
The day before, I went over Bens house to go swimming and hang out with him and then we saw The Village later on that night. That was really fun too because these girls we talking behind us really loud so I screamed out "Will you shut up???" and they shut up...it was SOOO funny. Ben was like, "OH MY GOD THAT'S SO COOL" and high-fived me. Hahaha.
As for tomorrow, Benny and I are going over his house for swimming and grilling hotdogs or something...we're not sure, but we do know we're going out with Cody later on in the day. Good times will be had by all. I'll tell you all about it.
So I'm paying Cody to drive Ben and I up to Special Days for closing ceremony and I'm gonna drive back with my love. I'm really happy we talked last night...otherwise we might have broken up over something that was just a huge misunderstanding.
I haven't talked to Christy in 3 days...that's weird.
-Love always-
*~*Lauren*~*
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| You guys all are awesome. |
[30 Jul 2004|04:58pm] |
I'm back from Virginia Beach.
Travis::: WE NEED TO HANG OUT!!!!!!!!
Derek got back to his house for a while, so RIGHT when I got home, I went straight to him and we hung out for a while before he had to go back to camp. It's ok though because tomorrow I go to see him again. .....I'm bored...here::
Sunrise, sunset, sunrise, sunset
Swiftly go the days
Sunrise, sunset, you wake up then you undress
It always is the same
The sunrise and a sun sets
You are lying while you confess
Keep trying to explain
The sunrise and the sun sets
You realize and then you forget
What you have been trying to retain
But everybody knows it's all about the things
That get stuck inside of your head
Like the songs your roommate sings
Or a vision of her body as she stretches out on your bed
She raises her hands in the air
Asks you "When was the last time you looked in the mirror?
Cause you've changed."
The sunrise, the sunset, you're hopeful and then you regret
The circle never breaks
With a sunrise and sunset, there's a change of heart or address
Is there nothing that remains?
For a sunrise or a sunset, you're manic or you’re depressed
Will you ever feel ok?
For a sunrise or a sunset, your lover is an actress
Did you really think she'd stay?
For a sunrise or a sunset, you're either coming or you just left
But you're always on the way
Towards a sunrise or a sunset, a scribble or a sonnet
They are really just the same
To the sunrise or the sunset, the master and his servant
Have exactly the same fate
It’s a sunrise and a sunset, from a cradle to a casket
There is no way to escape
The sunrise or the sunset, hold your sadness like a puppet
Keep putting on the play
But everything you do is leading to the point
Where you just won’t know what to do
And the moment that you're laughing
There is someone there who will be laughing louder than you
So it’s true, the trick is complete
You've become everything you said you never would be
You’re a fool, you're a fool
Sunrise, sunset, sunrise, sunset
The sunrise and the sun sets
Sunrise, sunset, the sunrise, the sun sets
The sunrise, the sun sets
Sunrise, sunset, go home to your apartment
Put the cassette in the tape deck
and let that fever play...
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| dumb dumb dumb |
[16 Jul 2004|01:40pm] |
Last night Laura stayed the night. That was really good times. I love Laura.
I talked to Christy for a little bit too. I love her muches.
Sam, I'm really sorry and I hope that Luka is feeling a bit better. I love you.
I had quite an interesting time last night. A lot of guys following Laura and I...and a lot of us telling them to leave us alone or just laughing at them. I had to tell a good 3 guys that I have a boyfriend and Laura and I couldn't stop laughing at them. It was very funny. Sam and Christy....we missed you guys!!!
Anyway, that's all I really did last night...so I guess I'll update later on. Love you all.
-Always-
*~*L*~*
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| HEHE I ROCK!!! THANKS TO QASIM FOR THIS ONE!!! |
[14 Jul 2004|09:06pm] |
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON WHO...
. Slept in your bed: You mean WITH me? Christy
. Saw you cry: Derek and Christy
. Made you cry: Derek when he left.
. You shared a drink with: Christy
You went to the mall with: Christy hahahaha
. Yelled at you: Christy
. Sent you an email: Adam (my big bro)
HAVE YOU EVER...
. Said "I Love You" and meant it? Yeppers.
. Gotten in a fight with your pet: Haha yeah
...BEEN TO...
. California: No. I don't go anywhere.
. Hawaii: UGH I WANT TO!!!
. Mexico: ...I don't want to talk about Mexico right now...UGH
. China: I want to.
. Danced naked: Hahaha Who hasn't???
. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happen: Every single day
. Wish you were the opposite sex: Yeah so I won't have periods, give birth, have cramps, have boobs, or have to shave my legs and such.
. Had an imaginary friend: Hell yeah!
....Just questions...
. Do you have a crush on someone: My boyfriend.
. What book are you reading now: Beauty's Punishment - Anne Rice
. Worst feeling in the world: Being alone
. Future daugther's name: Ayla, Clarise, and Sumarane (for my daddy)
. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: Yep
. What's under your bed: Books and boxes of hair and makeup stuff
. Favorite sport to watch: LaX
. Siblings: Robert, Kristy, Rane, Dan, Laurane, and ADAM!!! (He's like a brother)
. Location: Farmington Hills
. College plans: I don't know...
. Piercings/tattoos: I'm getting my tounge and bellybutton and 2 tattoos.
. Do you do drugs: Never.
. Do you drink: Nope
. Who is your best friend: Christy, Sam, Derek, Benny Boo Bear.
. What are you most scared of: Everything
. What clothes do you sleep in: Ewww.
. Where do you want to get married: In a big Catholic church.
. Who do you really hate: A lot of people.
. Been in Love: Yep
. Do you drive: SOON!!!
. Do you have a job: No
. Do you like being around people: Most def
. Are you for world peace: Yes
. Are you a health freak: Sorta
. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: Loved...but was never IN love with them.
. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: Yes
. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: Nope.
. Are you lonely right now: Nope. I have Christy and Sam to keep me happy.
. Song that is stuck in your head a lot: Oh god....so many
. Do you want to get married: Yes
. Do you want kids: 3
FAVORITE
. Room in house: Mine
. Type(s) of music: All sorts of music
. Band(s)/Artist: So many...
. Color: pink and black together
. Perfume or cologne? Um...I like Halo by Victoria Secret
. Month: November
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
. Cried: Yep
. Bought something: Nope
. Gotten sick: no
. Sang: All day long
. Said "I love you": To Christy
. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: Derek
. Met someone new: I've met a lot of people in my day
. Missed someone: ...My Der-bear
. Hugged someone: Um...I don't think so...nope.
. Kissed someone: ya...ally
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[01 Jul 2004|01:24pm] |
One day you asked me which was more important, You or My life? And I said, "My life". You walked away never understanding that I meant you were my life...
-Always-
*~*Lauren*~*
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[30 Jun 2004|12:11pm] |
I have no life. I have been putting in aplications EVERYWHERE and I don't think I'm gonna get a job at any of them because of the damn college students back for the summer. DAMNIT!!!!
I need a job...
I'm getting my own cell phone...not this Thursday...but next Thursday. That should be good times!!!!!
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| Sup fools????? |
[30 Jun 2004|11:57am] |
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98% of teenagers do or have tried pot. If you're one of the 2% that hasn't, put this in your journal.
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| What do you call my life? |
[28 Jun 2004|01:02pm] |
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So Sam invited me to the Spree Fireworks last night...but when I told her to call me back when she talked to Brent, she never called. I don't know what happend.
Hopefully, Christy will be hanging out with me tonight. I haven't seen her in a whole 2 DAYS!!! I MEAN WHO DOES THAT?????!!!!!????? Haha. I want Sam to come with us but I don't know what she's doing. I'm gonna call her when my daddy gets home.
I was in Fowlerville for a while seeing family. I came home last night with Derek and his family. I met one of his dads friends named Jaymes. He was really nice.
I guess his dad really liked my singing because he said that people were commenting on it all night about how I sing and how much they wanted me to sing more and such. It made me feel really good
Well I watch you sleep sometimes,
And it feels like the first time.
And you're always on my mind.
Everyday is like the first day.
And I talk to you sometimes,
...Even though you never talk back...
And I buy you things sometimes.
...Cuz I don't mind...
Anyway, I'm just a little bored and I gotta clean or something before my dad gets home. Bye
-Love always-
*~*Lauren*~*
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